Thursday, September 21, 2006

Dawn of a New Era...

Today is the first step to rediscovering what happiness is truly about. I've made some huge changes over the last couple of days in an all-out attempt to regain my emotional well-being.

I'm not exactly happy right now, but I am hopeful. I do feel ashamed of my own lack of control over my life and the health of my mind, but I am proud I've finally chosen a new path.

I don't think it will be easy. I am losing many footholds--job, school, friends even, but I believe the loss of such things now will be worth the payoff in the long run.

It is still very scary.... I can do it...right?

I have to, and that's all there is to write.

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